Strange Strange Strange

since monday to today.. everything abt this guy really bugs me...

Monday, i asked a few colleagues out and they were not free... so what to do.. i decided to go home.. stayed back at the office to do some work.. left abt 5 colleagues still in the office.. this guy who was suppose to go for class decided not to go or class cos of work... however, at 7.15pm (his class suppose to start at 7pm) he decided to go for the class anyway.. he suddenly asked me... hey, you come to bt timah area to meet me lah... i was like.. HUHHHHHH... i told him, bt timah very far loh.. and how come i have to meet him there.. so i said don't want... as i was also leaving the office, i stepped out of the office with him... then he grabbed my arm and pulled me to the lift all the way to his car.. he just kept on saying, you come to town with me lah.. wait for me, then we go have dinner together... my arm was basically locked under his loh.. and the best thing was that i was on the phone.. oh man... he just push me into the car and close the car door.. and i was still on the phone.. so i thot, maybe he will send me home instead cos i stay quite near.. BUT.. the car proceeded to the expressway.. *sweat*

since i had things to ask him abt his ex-gf, i decided to go ahead.. so made him treat dinner... sighhh think this guy a bit the cannot make it when he is attached.. cos of the following:
1) VERY VERY BOCHAP the girlfriend... left his gf most of the time at home..
2)gf comes third.. family first, work 2nd, love life 3rd (can have or don't have)
3) having a gf shouldn't disrupt his day to day life.. meaning that he don't need to pay extra attention..
4) he don't believe in carrying big bulky bags such as sports bag for his better half.. i thought only handbags which i don't approve of also.. BUT he meant all the bags of his better half.. wah piangs...
5) friends and gf are on par...
6) don't know how to humour girls and don't humour girls..
7) not romantic at all
8) won't make extra effort to make the girl feel special, like making things etc..
9) not very auto when gf needs a ride... it must be near where he is then he will come..
10) Workaholic

WAHHHHH.. so many points.. oh man... what was i thinking when all of us girls thought he was not bad.. probably cos it was the impression as friends.. friends he is okie and nice.. but since gf and friends like no difference.. then might as well be friends... cos gf don't really mean much.. goodness then you either find someone similiar or if not... you might need to stay single already.. damn tough... realy wonder which girl can stay it man.. i know i can't!

sighhh no wonder his ex-gf said that, he don't love her enough to try to do more.. now i know what she meant.. honestly.. it sounds so sad isn't it... a person who is always busy, don't know how to humour girls and don't want to humour girls... no extra attention or effort... how to feel that you are the special someone??

On that same night, he said he got something to consider abt.. i asked and asked, probed and probed but to no avail... was going through all the available girls in office with him... cos ros said that she suspects that he is dating lilian (this other colleague) he is one fishy character... he was so tight lipped.. so irritating...

Wednesday night was the coffee nite i mentioned earlier.. then he texted me his other hp no... he started with saying, hi, this is so and so's other no.. this no. very few people have.. oh gosh, what am i suppose to interpret from this?? i mean i admit, despite of all the above mentioned bad points, i do like him a little bit lah.. so i was like.. what the fish.. so on wednesday nite, he started texting me using that no.. honestly.. don't really believe him.. i mean i want to.. but if i do, what does this mean? that i am now a good friend of his? sighh.. only he knows...

since wednesday night, we have been conversing using this no... wah.. like sms rally... its really 2 and fro kind.. with me replying more often cos he is always not FREE... so... i mean.. its a bit duhh loh... sighh..

arghhhh i don't know lah! all strange actions.. and i think its just him.. nothing else...

really trying my best to not think too much into it... sighhhhh ='(