Time to move on

Am now at Sembawang, covering the club for a colleague.. i have lots of work piled up in the office waiting to be cleared and of cos to be cleared before the new girl comes in.. feb accounts not keyed into the system yet, statement of accts not balanced and a project that was suppose to be done by 3 pple, now its down to only me.. and i think i'm suppose to perform a mircale or something, but i can't... i cannot seem to find the balance in terms of involing the boys from the clubs, the beneficiary and the company volunteers involved...

and its due next 3wk of april... man.. really on the end of wits already.. no one to discuss with and the platform and meaning behind the community service project, i can really see no meaning so far... original plan was suppose to bring the visually handicapped kids to sentosa, but some things crop up so it didn't go through... now am stuck with a headless project, aimless and quite meaningless if you ask me project.. do for the sake of doing.. and the thing is that we have to involve the club kids.. worse still...

how time flies, have been at Bukit merah for a year and a half.. and now i've been officially and no more changes, been posted to the club at Jurong.. not really looking forward to it cos the future partner is so used to working alone that he doesn't keep me in the loop for a lot of matters and issue.. i'm already hving a headache even before officially working in the same office as him... GOSh.. i dun know what to do man... i don't dislike him lah... just that i think it will be super challenging trying to convert a person who doesn't keep anyone in the loop in terms of work to remember to keep me in the loop for all matters regarding work.. its gonna be super tough cos i have the habit of letting my partners be kept in the loop.. hard for me to try clap with one hand isn't it? hmm gonna be tough man...

Guess i'll miss the senior boys at BM, miss they're jokes and ways of cheering me up when i'm in a bad mood... one of them surprised me last sun cos when he came to say hi to me at the office, his first reaction was "mdm, you're in a bad mood today is it?" i was quite surprised, though i know my face tells my mood at anyone time, the fact that he pointed it out and tried to crack a few lame jokes and keeping me company through the window of office was an effort that i find that i really didn't waste my time with them.. the rapport and the relationship is there... guess i'll miss these bunch of senior boys the most... cos they've made my days there a lot happier and fun... well... good luck to you boys in your whatever you try to do.. i'll most probably remember you guys for quite a while, at least while i'm still in this organisation i guess..