Bad day

just had a msn chat with him about cab fares, who pays more, who to pay less etc.. i was quite stung by it... cos he has nv brought it up before.. am i being a bit too sensitive these days? cos had 2 incidents within less than 7days.. don't know what's wrong lah... sian.. hope i can pick myself up soon...

think i'm being a bit emotional these days.. don't like this feeling cos it makes me feel weak and needy.. i actually teared when i watched a walk to remember (by shane west & mandy moore) and a mtv clip of Fish Leong's concert in Taiwan with her tearing and singing to Zhang3 Sheng1 Xiang3 Qi3 Lai2 (when the applause starts)... When i watched her concert on the 5th March, i teared along with her when she sang this song. Don't know what's with this song that has such strong impact on me... On that day, i just cried and cried in my girlfriend's shoulder... not able to stop for a while..

Guess i haven't really allow myself to cry so much since the day my uncle passed away 3 years ago, dec 2002 when i first started work in PA.. I need to find a day whereby i can have a good cry cos i think i just have too much pent up emotions in me that i have not been able to release for quite a while.. maybe a really sad movie will help.. hmm maybe can convince jo to watch "i am sam" tomorrow at her house...
hmmm.... we shall see how lah...

now back to my accounts...