Good and Bad

The dinner at roy's was nice... he made paella whihch was quite tasty and a rather interesting soup, which was made up of blended vegetables and mayonaise. it was a spanish soup that they have during summer, it was a cold soup... hmmm all i can say abt the soup was that it was very raw but otherwise it would have be good... dun know wat it would have tasted like if it was actually cooked.. =) but roy, i really liked your paella.. gene brought a bottle of red wine which tasted really good, went very well with the main course too..

it all went quite well till chris made some comments on the food made on a dinner arrangement... was a bit put off but i agreeed with him, the food then din taste good at all.. then roy's flatmate was gettign ready for a jog when chris said, "see pepople so on.. so motivated you should be more like her" i was like oh my god.. wat a comment to make in front of someone i dun even know the name!
i dun know why but just today, i swallowed all the remarks and took it personally.. am quite upset about the whole thing.. prob too tired and stupid work not doing very well... this week has just been a hell of a week for me.. i seriously hope it'll be better.. really hope so.. and i finally managed to teared! all the pent up feelings have been overflowed and now the dam is dry... feel so good..
think sometimes we all need to get a good cry to release our tension