Another shocker

Just received a sms from my boss asking us to check the email regarding the agenda for thurs's meeting. First on the agenda was "1st cut of PB" what the FREAK! 1st cut meaning that out PB will be given out in 2 separate months, at least this is what i have heard so far. i mean what the hell, its our hard earn money and i think they should think of a better way of retaining the staff instead of using this tactic. and my bosses, not exactly making me feel secure with their way of managing us. "i'm scared~~~~"

super disappointed with the organisation. so so so disappointed. its been less then 2 months and things have not been going well. hopefully it gets better.

played badminton and skipped with jo this morning even though i had only 3hours of sleep. so tired but it was a good workout. now i'm in my office suffering from the consequences of sleeping very little and worked out. feeling sick. worse thing is that i had coffee which always gives me hypertension. my stomach now feels queasy, churning like crazy and my head spining nonstop. surprising i'm able to type out this while feeling the way i feel now. i hope it'll pass soon cos i can almost feel a puke coming anytime now.

stupid stupid kids. was about to publish this part of the blog online when i see 4 underage boys smoking outside my club. what the F*#K! i went out and made my stand very clear, either they get lost right now or i'll call the HPB down to get them. So sick and tired to telling these people what's not good for them cos they'll never listen. i had to shout at this particular boy who refuses to move far away from the club with his cigs. what's the point? who can help it when the whole family is smoking away like chimmey tops. i'm not going to waste my breathe on them anymore, no nonsense with me.

i think i'll take a really long walk and cry my heart out, i've been bottling so much up that i really am going to explode soon. but there's no shoulder for me to cry on. (+_+)