Being sentimental

Phew, just finished skipping for 45mins. My goodness, its been a long time since I last skipped and it was good that I tried it again cos I realise I love skipping! Think I'm kinda of down lately cos I have been thinking about too many things... things that a person once told me not to think too much into matters that happen or issues that arises. very hard not to think. Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive, but I feel that probably no one really treats me like a true friend except for a few cos no one really calls to catch up nowadays.. Not that I have been very actively doing that but the difference of now (working) and past (studying) is very different. Met a friend yesterday and he said, "you ah, forever so busy.." I was like.. noo... I'm not busy at all... at least not what I wish it to be. I'm very happy to have my friends ask me out.. I will seldom say no unless I have prior appointments for fear that one fine day they will ask me out again cos I've said no too many times. sad huhh...
don't know why I'm feeling so sentimental these days, probably I'm just insecure, very insecure with myself cos no one seems to remember to call me... Maybe I'm too self centered.. oh well.. Hopefully this phase pass soon.