Am i jealous?

Just read his blog today... there was this message from the girl that gave me a lot of headaches a few months back....

this was what she wrote and he replied:
Chips chips... thanks for the Toyota Celica... I will place in on my desk, right in front! Hope the Sisnet's spirit will protect me and ward off evils at my new place!! Hope I can adapt easily to the culture over there too! I know for NW was easy cos everybody so nice and friendly... initially lah hahaha... Sighz... Do update me what's going on and gossip k!! =)
Posted by: Adrienne | November 10, 2006 08:05 AM

You're most welcome...yes! since the sisnet is launched, it must go on, haha...keep in touch!

Posted by: Chip | November 10, 2006 08:31 AM

didn't really feel very good about reading this.... not sure what feeling it is.. but i am quite sure it is not a happy feeling...

well, for one thing he knows the problems with her.. and it seems that they are pretty good terms... well, this really makes me pause and rethink, am i really okie with her... i don't mind the laughs and etc in the office.. however, on a personal basis i don't wanna be so close to her... this really makes me wonder if i should carry on being a good friend of his... it shouldn't be an issue... i guess i have allowed myself to fall into a trap...

i spoke to my best friend a few days ago and she reminded me not to fall into the trap.. and as promised, i told her that i will probably stop all sms initiated by me by this sunday as this whole matter is not going anywhere... being a rational person.. i hope that i will be able to move out of this phase asap.. and just be friends and nothing more... like what david told me yesterda, he probably thinks of you as just a good friend... someone he can share his thoughts and nothing else... he also reminded me the same thing that weiping reminded me, such an ambigious guy, no going to make any extra effort, seems like he prefers the current companionship.. well, i will only continue to be a friend of his then... thus, today is the day that i decide to move on.... he is leaving the office as well, so termination has to start somewhere also.. so now.. it shall start... asked him how did the dragon boating go today.. after a few sms here and there.. i have decided not to reply the last one.. i hope i am able to maintain and curb my temptation on smsing him... *cross my fingers* i did tell weiping, i need friend's reminder when i cannot stop my fingers from typing!!

Time to take a stop action... which is NO ACTION....