Transferring of Department

Today, i received an sms from him.. in his sms, he said that: "soon i got something to tell you.."

sighh this is the one that i have been expecting and dreading somehow.... he has been going to the HQ for meeting so often that it reminds me of the time when Tung San was being roped into this special task team to deal with PAO matters... really too simliar... my guess is that he is going to HQ very soon... cos it has to be confirmed already before he will actually tell us.. so my gut feel is that it is pertaining to this transfer...

In addition, HJ also told me that she also heard abt this thing of him being offered a position, a sort of promotion for him if he takes it up.. he has probably told HJ and didn't want to tell me lah... quite sad actually... the moment he sms me at 7plus till now, i have been sighing non stop...

think i'm going to miss this rather cheeky neighbour... so sad... my car rides to the office in order for me to reach work on time if not early.... and of cos rides back home when i'm in town and he is having lessons.... don't know why.... i am rather affected.. i mean i am also upset with the SJ leaving but just not as bad.. maybe cos i do like him a bit.. and i will miss his company during work, OT and off work ba... this lazy person will probably not really contact us after he transfer to the other department... which is not really good... but in a way, it also shows that he don't have the heart to keep in contact... it does show isn't it??

was talking to my best friend and she reminded me not to fall into this LOVE TRAP that is seemingly forming... i have to agree with her... it is very crucial if i don't want to get hurt.. and i don't.. really don't... very impt for me to take a step back and not take a lot of the things he said, do, or sms too serious and get too upset... she also brought up a good point.. he is quite a selfish person who only calls you when he is free.... only sms you or reply you when he is free (makes sense) but he won't sms me first one... i am always the one who initiates them.... i have taken the first initiative.. she also reminded me that when he throws some sentences which seems ambigious, ask him back cheekily... well, always don't remember to do that at the point of time.. i only remember when i think back.. so BLUURRRRRR... blurr to no hope already man..... well....it will last till this week, sunday.. by then, if nothing changes or nothing happens, forget it... its over... no point lingering on this anymore..

sighh think i am just lonely.. don't know why.. not enough things to do?? maybe... i am a restless soul who does not like to stay at home and as much as i can, if a friend or any friend asks me out, i will go... that is the thing... maybe i have made it too easy for him.. but that's my nature... its not just towards him but also towards all my friends... of cos people whom are dear to me usually have the priority..

as of this blog entry, i hope this will be a starting point whereby i will start writing less about him.. as my best friend pointed out... i have written too much about him... LET'S MOVE ON!