A New Begining

It has officially passed 12am and today is the 3rd of May..

3rd of May, a day which will mark my offcial moving to Jurong. So fast, yet found so slow.. I know i'm contradicting myself but i really feel that way. My last day was suppose to be last Friday but i was on MC so i wasn't there even for my official LAST day at Bukit Merah... I have been down with a cold since wednesday till today and to be frank, no one really knows about it... except for the few i saw during my power boat course.. my condition was at its worst on Sat, the day that David Tao came to SG to promote his new album... I was out at sea in the afternoon till evening with my very blocked nose and ater that i went straight to EXPO to attend david tao's mini music concert... I managed to survived all the way to the end of the thing, even had dinner and went home at 10pm.. At the end of it... i was almost half dead by the time i reached home...

I heard from a colleague that we are having the youth day launch on the 17th of June and it will be a night concert with special guest (not sure who is coming yet, maybe wang li hong?) Which means i might have problems going for my kylie concert!!! i bought the tickets already and now they are telling me that the event is going to be a night one?!??!! shit man... now i'm really cracking my brain how to get myself out of this... damn!!

A few more hours and i will be going to BM to clear my things out and offciailly handing my keys to the new colleague.. so sad.. she will be having my seat and to be frank, i'm glad its her whom i'm leaving the club to... now its time to move on.. and i don't mean move on to another club but more of move out of this organisation.. i have nothing more to look forward to anymore.. i mean i feel like my deed is done for the club.. enough is enough... the organisation really doesn't suit me anymore.. oh well...

think i'll like to pen this down.. just tues i was told by my Jurong partner that a few of our TCMC members has been asking him why is he sitting in the front table instead of the table behind? cos he is more senior and should be sitting behind... my first reaction was "WHAT THE F***?!?!" what's their bloody problem... i mean the arrangements was ours and we did it for he rational that i need a little bit more peace when it comes to doing my paperwork... and he will be out most of the time so we thought this was the best arrangement.. and this tells me how much respect they actually have for me... not that they have my respect either.. so i guess i'm the unwanted person in this picture.. really dejected after hearing what they said.. i mean, sigh... i don't know what to say anymore.. cos there isn't much to say anymore...

A new begining.. where does it really start?