The Lord of the Dance

Was at a performance today.. Lord of the Dance... it was great!! really loved the music and the dancing... very enjoyable...

Don't know why but feeling kind of sad nowadays.. maybe with the move to Jurong and the fact that my fren got attached... hmm guess its transition phase of getting used to frens getting attached and not having time for you aymore cos they have work, school, boyfriend and many of their friends to spend time with, that i guess i'm not used to the sudden reduction in terms of attention i guess... i'm actually quite attention seeking.. and also a bit more on the insecure side in terms of frens... oh well...
I'm happy for my friend cos the BF was really nice and sweet, was out with them a week back and can see that he is really nice... am quite happy for my friend but at the same time knowing that it'll meant less time for me to doing catching up.. less calls less meeting up times, less a lot things i guess... never knew what would be a good time to call cos he's always busy... and i really don't like to call when my friends are busy.. feel like i'm wasting their time by calling them and i do really feel very very bad when i call them at a wrong time.... sighhh tt's why i usually wait for them to call me cos i always find that i call at the wrong time... welll... its always been like tt.. friends getting attached.. and it seems like i'm the one who's not getting attached...

what will i be like if i'm attached? probably the same as everyone else....