01 June 2006

What a happening month i had... oh man.. so many things to update.. and to be honest i dun know where to begin with...

maybe let's start with my personaly life... well, love life is as usually, empty and blank like a fresh sheet of paper... was chatting with a friend the other day comparing the difference in terms of our love life.. hers is always so drama and complicated and mine is already blank... when we both compared, we wished that we had each other's love life for a change.. i guess no one is ever going to be satisfied with what they have.. after much thought.. a blank love life isn't that bad... cos at least less things to think abt.. but somehow.. i really wonder, will i have luck in love at all... that is more of my concern... i just wish to fall in love and to be loved once... at least i've been there and done that. chris was saying that, he's waiting for my turn and see how i react in love... hey bud, you will probably have to wait for a while.. no chance of meeting more guys or new guys...

i've recently added another aspect to my life in terms of making it more exciting... which is, i've joined the social work day committee to create a day for the social workers in SIngapore. Kinda of like prompting social work and also a sense of ownership to being a social worker... so exiting.. BUT a lot of things to be done...
I've also taken up (FINALLY) my Japanese Language class.... SO EXCITING!!! haahaa... you will never guess who i met in the class, i saw a temp staff who is working at my workplace at the class.. haahaa.. thank god man.. i thought i was going to end up studying the course alone.. now at least got a bit of company.. not so bad... poor temp staff, he is almost like my colleague's PA.. do EVERYTHING for him.. what the hell, that guy might as well get his pay loh.... pity that guy.. haahaa.. he's quite slow to warm... but quite funny guy lah... at least a bit weird weird like slow to warm.. but slowly, better already.. as what he mentioned in his blog, he has warmed up already.. and tries to talk crap with the rest of the colleagues in the office... i hope when i reahc a certain age, i can still click with people younger than me... heehee... i WISH!! haaahaaa

as for work life, hmmmm went for a part-time job interview at glowing seed... oh man.. the job is rather demanding... cos a 8hrs of commitment per week.. my god.. and no sundays... tt's TOUGH... well i was realistic with the director saying that i can only commit at most 6hrs.. and tt's the max.. i also told him its better cos at least i can still do swaps as and when needed cos i can't possibly pack all days you see.. what if got event how?? he was concerned with my commitment level and of cos my time management.. and of cos, my 3weeks trip in Aug.... bad timing loh.. haiz... i mean if they are looking for people all the time, i mean, i can join or start a bit later right?? i have to do lesson plans, (think i have to learn from weiping and evonne) i have to do updates on every child i teach... etc... quite a lot of work... however, i would like to give it a try... not only the income.. but most importantly, its an area of work which i am interested in.. and i have to give my best shot loh.. it will give me a chance to explore another area of skills.. why not right??? =P BUT i worry abt taxing myself out.. i mean i think i will still wan to take my jap lesson for the next elementary level.. so... i'm not sure... PLUS the social work DAY.. bad.. very bad... why am i taking up so many things at the same time? it will mean lesser time for friends actually. which means, i might cramp more meet ups with friends during the days i'm free.. tough man... why am i SO LAZY...
oh yah, you won't believe, the director knows one of the higher management directors in my main HQ.. my goodness.. aiyoh... scary man... :P

oh well, i hope all ends well, i hope to carry on with my Jap, my social work day commitment and of cos.. if i can get selected, the training and part-time enlistment for glowing seed.. but most of all, i hope i can cope with the pressure!!