Happenings since the year 2006 has started

I have to say, a lot of things have happened since the year of 2006 has started... lots of things have happened.. some surprises, some upsetting things, some... i don't know.. good and bad things....

First to start of the year, i finally told the guy i've liked for quite a while that i liked him.. the reason why i told him is becos i wanted to move on... true enough.. after smsing him, i've managed to let go.. however, it did take some internal struggles.. well.. i don't wanna linger anymore thoughts about him... so its safe enough to say that i'm over it.. maybe not 100%.. but at least 70%..

next came about chris's emotional coaster rides... haiz.. poor thing... i mean he's really depressed and to frank there was not much i can do BUT to just be there as much as i can when he needs a friend or a listening ear... i hope i done that..

thereafter came, the thing about jeremy & chris matter... gene and jeremy matter, gene and the whole group matter, chris and roy matter... my god, it started slightly before CNY and the matter is still sort of ongoing.. but at least some of the matters are kinda of resolved...
the whole thing started when jeremy and chris has exchanged the feeling of liking each other... something which is rather innocent, or isolated, if not for gene, who had been holding a torch for jeremy for a rather long time... it became quite complicated.. as there were a lot of negative thoughts and feelings being exchanged... upsetting smses, bewildering smses... man it was hell of a coaster ride for the parties involved... and for s short while, i was also invloved BUT my involvment was more of 3rd party... it was a very stressful 2 weeks.. not easy man... haiz.. don[t even know why i was involved.. i think i was just too concerned and maybe cos i was the 3rd person who felt that i can do something and hear everything from all parties point of view and correcting when nec, the perspectives of some.. i have to say, it was not easy... i understood gene a bit better throughtout the 2 weeks... gene had a lot of negative thoughts, rather sensitive and thinks way too much sometimes.. I can tell that he really likes Jeremy… and it’s the kind that’s rather possessive, passionate and rather scary kind… chris and Jeremy, both decided that they will take gene into consideration and they did not proceed further than just being friends… now Jeremy is seeing another guy and chris is looking for a better half & being busy at the same time..
the thing with gene and the whole group is kinda of hmm how should I say… not easy… a lot of dynamics.. hopefully it can be resolved eventually, it’ll take lots of communications and understanding to reach that… sigh.. I also don’t know how… but my belief is things will eventually work out.. its just that the ending may not be something that we would want… the easier piece of this rather dtressful timing would be the thing between chris and roy.. oh well… just say understanding of both sides would take sometime, as long as there is communication.. don’t bottle up everything is very important…. That’s the thing I’ve learnt from all the raahhraahhh that happened recently is don’t bottle up matters… its very detrimental to your mental health and not good for your own emotional status either…